DEPOSITION: HOSTING SERVER NOSY NEIGHBORS AND THE GANG
-------ILLEGAL SURVEILLANCE AND 24/7 VIDEO PORN.
My case against NOSY NEIGHBORS AND THE GANG for sexually and physical assault starts with HITTING by political machines for my REAL LEFT SOCIAL PROGRESSIVE activism-----creating a STANFORD TOTAL PRISON MODEL inside my living space filled with psycho-sexual torture.
HOSTING SERVER NOSY NEIGHBORS can be that leader tied to black market criminal cartel PORN MULE SEX TRADE------creating streaming video and selling it to DARK WEB ----
HOSTING SERVER NOSY NEIGHBORS can be what we call BARBER SURGEONS-----having criminally implanted my head and body with implants while using FALSE diagnoses painting a reasons to have installed these 7 IMPLANTS. We discussed the DEEP BRAIN IMPLANT CIRCUITRY goals of COCHLEAR/SINUS/RETINAL IMPLANTS tied to doctors PRETENDING they have the right to throw anyone into these STUDIES without knowledge, consent----doing GRAVE HARM both physically and mentally----these IMPLANTS done during ordinary surgeries under anesthesia without family or patient consent.
We want to describe what brain implant circuitry produces when MACHINE captures ELECTRODE wave activity which has no doubt been given ALGORITHM
I stated months ago that if I am looking at a TREE an implant would create a specific WAVE which has been converted to an ALGORITHM. THE ALGORITHM for TREE has a specific look as we see below with PEAKS in chromatography and WAVES with EEGs.
PLEASE GOOGLE AND LOOK AT PEAKS AND WAVES TO SEE HOW AN IMAGE OF A TREE CAN BE LABELLED.
'GC/MS Chromatogram Examples
Now that you understand the basics of how to read a gas chromatogram, below we share some examples of various GC/MS testing results
Epoxy Outgassing
A manufacturing client of ours discovered an epoxy used in their device was failing to function as intended. After performing epoxy outgassing analysis, you can see that we tested and compared two different samples: a reference epoxy (top) and the failed epoxy (bottom). Results showed that the failed epoxy has a large cluster of Benzene compounds (y-axis) at approximately the 9-minute mark on the retention timeline (x-axis)—which is something that wasn’t seen in the reference epoxy'.
NOSY NEIGHBORS AND THE GANG have DIAGNOSTIC EQUIPMENT to include LASERS/CAMERAS/MICROPHONES -----AND COMPUTER WITH SOFTWARE. These computers collect that 24/7 video PORN------and send it to DARK WEB---or sells it to BARBER SURGEONS tied to ILLEGAL MEDICAL STUDIES----as I was shanghai participant.
I have discussed the capture of image and voice by illegal surveillance---I have discussed criminal body/brain implants which are sold to BARBER SURGEONS doing illegal research -----research having NO BASIC SCIENCE.
A COCHLEAR IMPLANT captures sounds exterior and from an individual. I walk and public surveillance says WE OWN HER---SHE WORKS FOR US------when I don't ----that enters the COCHLEAR IMPLANT sound feed ----which likely has memory as it goes to my BRAIN.
I say while writing my blog-----THOSE DASTARDLY NOSY NEIGHBORS --or THOSE DASTARDLY POLITICAL MACHINES and that goes into the COCHLEAR IMPLANT to memory and into my BRAIN.
THESE ARE THE FEEDBACK I HEAR CONSTANTLY ESPECIALLY LAST YEAR DURING PSYCHO-SEXUAL TORTURE.
How to Read an EEG
Join our mailing list to stay to date about programs, events, and news about epilepsy.
This section gives a brief introduction to how EEG electrodes are set up, what they mean and what the doctors can learn from reading an EEG.
How are the electrodes arranged?
An EEG technicial places the electrodes in specific areas, according to internationally agreed-upon criteria.
What do the letters and numbers mean?
Image: EEG of a generalized seizure
The names of the electrode sites use alphabetical abbreviations that identify the lobe or area of the brain which each electrode records from:
How are the electrodes related to each other?
The EEG records brain waves using equipment called amplifiers and by looking at the information from the electrodes in different combinations. These combinations of electrodes are called 'montages'.
What does the doctor learn from looking at the EEG?
Being able to locate the origin of electrical activity ("localization") is critical to being able to interpret the EEG tracings meaningfully.
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I have made clear all last year how SUBLIMINAL MESSAGING through COCHLEAR IMPLANTS is the major operation effecting BODY/BRAIN IMPLANTS. The messaging gets VICTIMS to think those thoughts are THEIR THOUGHTS and not NOSY NEIGHBORS---HOSTING SERVER NOSY NEIGHBORS. This has been happening for a year. I understand the process VERY WELL.
NOSY NEIGHBORS AND THE GANG gave up frontal assault when I did not FAIL-----COLLAPSE INTO FEAR, INTIMIDATION---AND DEPRESSION from these PSYCHO-SEXUAL visual and audio spy equipment inside my living space.
SHE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO DID NOT FLEE----DID NOT BECOME CONTROLLED BY THIS PSYCHO-SEXUAL TORTURE SAID NOSY NEIGHBORS LAST YEAR.
Flash forward to last night when NOSY NEIGHBORS AND THE GANG again started the PSYCHO-SEXUAL TORTURE----not so much SEXUAL because I am HIDING MY STUFF.
When I am OUT AND ABOUT------whether working---or walking---or going to an event I HEAR NO FEEDBACK accept what I hear in PUBLIC SURVEILLANCE. In other words ---THERE IS NO CONSTANT STREAMING AND REPEATING OF THE SAME FEW WORDS/PHRASES.
When I get home NOSY NEIGHBORS AND THE GANG are there to create these FEEDBACK---so, I try to listen to music ---I try to read---I go to bed ---and all I hear are those SAME FEW REPEATED COCHLEAR MESSAGING CAPTURES------SHORT WORDS---PHRASES said by me or THE NETWORK.
Never do these FEEDBACK contain words and phrases from MY HOBBIES----FROM MY READING---FROM MY STUDIES OF SCIENCE---they always are FEEDBACK from what I say in my blog----or what I hear in PUBLIC SURVEILLANCE.
If this was my NATURAL HEARING----and my mind remembering all that hearing-----I would be recycling the THINKING THAT I LOVE-------THE SCIENCE---THE MUSIC-----THE ART---------THE READING that I do everyday-----and YET not one of those memories are cycling through these FEEDBACK. ONLY THE SAME FEW WORDS---PHRASES which I think have been given an ALGORITHM-----while everything else has no algorithm.
NOSY NEIGHBORS SAY=========SHE IS THINKING UP A STORM TONIGHT LOTS AND LOTS OF THOUGHTS---WE ARE READING HER MIND.
So, I am back to PSYCHO-SEXUAL TORTURE where my attention to FEEDBACK from NOSY NEIGHBORS consumes my time----because I am trying to figure out WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON WITH ALL THIS CAMERA AND MICROPHONE ILLEGAL SURVEILLANCE----SPYING.
While feeding tons of FEEDBACK thoughts through COCHLEAR IMPLANTS with the intention of keeping me awake all night with TAG-TEAM NOSY NEIGHBOR----they are LAUGHING AND MAKING FUN of controlling MY BRAIN------we control her---we own her------she can't even THINK without us knowing what she is THINKING----
WE CAN READ HER MIND.
NOSY NEIGHBORS PLACE EMPHASIS ON SCARING ME-----SHE ISN'T SCARED LIKE ALL THE OTHERS-----WHY IS SHE NOT SCARED?
I'm not scared because I KNOW NOSY NEIGHBORS are NOT READING MY MIND.
These are two examples of what NOSY NEIGHBORS do to make people think they are reading the minds of VICTIMS:
During the continuous cycle of FEEDBACK while in bed trying sleep but unable because too many messages were hitting my brain-----NOSY NEIGHBORS say--------
SHE REPEATED SOMETHING WE SAID---WE DID SAY IT---SHE DID HEAR US---BUT HER WORDING WAS NOT EXACTLY THE SAME.
Instead of repeating the exact NETWORK conversation I used a few words that said same thing. Think of that EEG----or that CHROMATOGRAPHY peak where what NOSY NEIGHBORS SAID and what I put into words just a bit differently might look-----it would appear as a smaller-----peak or wave distinct but EXTREMELY CLOSE to the PEAK/WAVE algorithm for phrase said.
I AM SITTING ON A STONE BY THE RIVER VS I AM LOOKING FOR SOMEWHERE TO SIT BY THE RIVER.
The main PEAK/WAVE would spike for the first phrase-----the second phrase would be extremely near and smaller---as it is not programmed to be the major algorithm.
NOSY NEIGHBORS SAY------THAT IS PROOF WE ARE READING HER MIND------SHE CAN'T SAY THAT THOUGHT CAME FROM A RECORDING---IT WAS HER THOUGHT----AND YET------THEY ARE SIMPLY LOOKING AT THAT ALGORITHM.
Then NOSY NEIGHBORS START TO LAUGH AT ME AND MY SITUATION-------HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.
If return the thought with HA HA HA HA HA ----and it looks just like what they SAID----IN MY COCHLEAR IMPLANT.
Finally, after a hour or so of constant FEEDBACK and hearing NOSY NEIGHBORS talking in FEEDBACK I am ready to GO TO SLEEP.
One thing I have found which works in interrupting these FEEDBACK LOOPS done by NOSY NEIGHBORS to SCARE PEOPLE----TO INTIMIDATE---TO KEEP PEOPLE FROM BEING ABLE TO CONCENTRATE WITH THEIR OWN THOUGHTS---OR TO SLEEP AS THIS CASE INCLUDES----
When I repeat a word or short phrase over and over and over and over again------that COCHLEAR FEEDBACK cannot overtake my REAL THINKING------
THAT REPEATED CHANT BLOCKS NOSY NEIGHBORS AND THE FEEDBACK LOOP DISAPPEARS.
NOSY NEIGHBORS say-----she has GIVEN UP-----when the VICTIMS start repeating thoughts ---they know we are READING THEIR MINDS------which is FALSE---FAKE DATA.
REPEATING WORDS OR PHRASE BLOCKS FEEDBACK ENABLING VICTIM TO CONTROL THOUGHTS-----CHANTING IS RELAXING----GETS RID OF MESSAGING FEEDBACK.
'Soviet files reveal the account she submitted to the prosecutor general in 1954:
"For three and a half months … I wasn't allowed to sleep. I was driven to the point of madness … Having been made sick … the investigator 'consoled me': 'Don't worry, you'll be screaming even louder when you feel this truncheon down there!'…"'
We call this DEEP DEEP REALLY DEEP STATE---STANFORD TOTAL PRISON MODEL-------because it creates a very fascist capture of people deemed no longer citizens ---having rights------with a global banking 1% thinking they can do anything to people-----this is STALINIST MARXISM-----and I am feeling very much like LINA PROKOFIEV. In that case her ex-husband used secret police to her her sent to GULAG ----for SPYING.
WHEN PEOPLE SAY---WE ARE READING YOUR MIND AND YOU ARE THINKING TO HARM PEOPLE/PROPERTY-----YOU ARE LISTENING AND SPYING------THIS IS TO WHERE IT LEADS.
Letters and secret files reveal the tormented life of Lina Prokofiev
This article is more than 6 years old
New book on Soviet composer's family will show how his wife was abandoned, tortured by Stalin's police and sent to the gulag
Dalya Alberge
Sat 9 Mar 2013 19.04 EST First published on Sat 9 Mar 2013 19.04 EST
Lina Prokofiev in Moscow in 1936 with her sons Oleg, centre, and Svyatoslav. Photograph: The Prokofiev Estate
She endured an abusive husband who likened her to "an infected tooth", and torture by Stalin's secret police, who stuck needles in her, threatened her children and drove her to the brink of madness. The tragic life of the wife of Sergei Prokofiev, one of the 20th century's greatest composers, is now revealed in hundreds of previously unpublished letters, as well as secret Soviet files.
The cruelty suffered by Lina Prokofiev at home paled against her later torture, but she never stopped loving her husband – even when he abandoned her for another woman – and she never spoke publicly of her suffering during eight years in a Siberian prison camp.
Prokofiev (1891-1953) is the composer of masterpieces such as the opera War and Peace, the ballet Romeo and Juliet and the children's fable, Peter and the Wolf. But when Simon Morrison, a British-born music professor at Princeton University and president of the Prokofiev Foundation, was given access to the unpublished documents by Prokofiev's family for a new book, he was shocked by their contents. They revealed "a real indictment of his personality", he told the Observer. "I have a moral question. Prokofiev's music is some of the most emotional of the 20th century, but he was a person of very little feeling. As a biographer, you have responsibilities. As a listener, I don't think I can listen to the music the same way again. It is a harrowing story." Letters from Lina to her children from the gulag are equally poignant, he added.
The 600 letters – whose contents are to be published on 21 March by Harvill Secker in The Love and Wars of Lina Prokofiev – were made available to Morrison by Prokofiev's older son, Svyatoslav, whose "dying wish was for his mother's story to be told in unvarnished guise".
Morrison said that Svyatoslav told him: "My mother always wanted to have her story told and she never herself could do it." Morrison added: "He gave me permission to look at intimate letters that had never been seen." They reveal a heartbreaking story of doomed love. In various passages, Prokofiev accused Lina of "bat grabbing" his hair and rarely displaying "acts of love". He criticised her for being manipulative, and wrote of his feelings for another woman: "It's only now that I recognise the barrenness of my life, excluding my work." With brutal bluntness, he told Lina that, when she kissed him, he felt like an adulterer, betraying his real love.
Until now, the correspondence was sealed in the Russian State Archive. Morrison said: "Nobody got to see it. It literally says 'categorically forbidden' because of its intimate nature. The family didn't want people going in there because they recognised that one could write a devastating indictment of the composer and what he put his family through. I sent my book to the grandson. He read it and he was deeply affected by it. He didn't interfere with it at all and said 'this is just devastating'. He himself had never gone through this material."
The Prokofievs were married in 1924. Several scores, including The Fiery Angel, were inspired by her. Seventeen years later, he left her for a woman 24 years his junior, and the marriage was officially annulled in 1948. During their marriage, they wrote extensively, as his touring kept them apart. But, despite his adultery, Lina never stopped loving him, pleading in her letters for reconciliation. In one letter she protested that she was neither "a freak nor an idiot", as he made her feel. Even when she knew of his affair, she wrote: "Well, go ahead and see her. I won't object; but that doesn't mean you have to live with her."
Lina was in her Moscow apartment one night in 1948 when the telephone rang and the caller insisted that she come downstairs to collect a parcel. In the courtyard, she was arrested. Charged with espionage and treason following her attempts, through the British and French embassies, to escape from the USSR, she endured nine months of interrogation and torture, spat on and bound in painful positions. Soviet files reveal the account she submitted to the prosecutor general in 1954: "For three and a half months … I wasn't allowed to sleep. I was driven to the point of madness … Having been made sick … the investigator 'consoled me': 'Don't worry, you'll be screaming even louder when you feel this truncheon down there!'…"
Once in a camp, her two sons were able to visit her and correspond with her. Her older son kept diaries. Morrison said that the correspondence and diaries provide a "first-hand account" of the horrors of a prison camp.
Even when incarcerated, her love remained undimmed. Until her death in 1989, she continued to champion Prokofiev's music and to give the outside world the impression that theirs had been an enduring love, despite everything.
PLEASE ------IF YOU ARE AWARE OF HAVING COCHLEAR IMPLANTS AND HEARING DIRECTIONS FROM ONE PERSON OR ANOTHER------THINK TWICE ABOUT WHETHER SOMEONE IS TELLING YOU----WE ARE READING YOUR MIND-----THE SUBLIMINAL MESSAGING TIED TO THESE IMPLANTS ------CAN ACT AS THOUGH THOSE MESSAGES ARE REALLY YOUR OWN THOUGHTS-------
-------ILLEGAL SURVEILLANCE AND 24/7 VIDEO PORN.
My case against NOSY NEIGHBORS AND THE GANG for sexually and physical assault starts with HITTING by political machines for my REAL LEFT SOCIAL PROGRESSIVE activism-----creating a STANFORD TOTAL PRISON MODEL inside my living space filled with psycho-sexual torture.
HOSTING SERVER NOSY NEIGHBORS can be that leader tied to black market criminal cartel PORN MULE SEX TRADE------creating streaming video and selling it to DARK WEB ----
HOSTING SERVER NOSY NEIGHBORS can be what we call BARBER SURGEONS-----having criminally implanted my head and body with implants while using FALSE diagnoses painting a reasons to have installed these 7 IMPLANTS. We discussed the DEEP BRAIN IMPLANT CIRCUITRY goals of COCHLEAR/SINUS/RETINAL IMPLANTS tied to doctors PRETENDING they have the right to throw anyone into these STUDIES without knowledge, consent----doing GRAVE HARM both physically and mentally----these IMPLANTS done during ordinary surgeries under anesthesia without family or patient consent.
We want to describe what brain implant circuitry produces when MACHINE captures ELECTRODE wave activity which has no doubt been given ALGORITHM
I stated months ago that if I am looking at a TREE an implant would create a specific WAVE which has been converted to an ALGORITHM. THE ALGORITHM for TREE has a specific look as we see below with PEAKS in chromatography and WAVES with EEGs.
PLEASE GOOGLE AND LOOK AT PEAKS AND WAVES TO SEE HOW AN IMAGE OF A TREE CAN BE LABELLED.
'GC/MS Chromatogram Examples
Now that you understand the basics of how to read a gas chromatogram, below we share some examples of various GC/MS testing results
Epoxy Outgassing
A manufacturing client of ours discovered an epoxy used in their device was failing to function as intended. After performing epoxy outgassing analysis, you can see that we tested and compared two different samples: a reference epoxy (top) and the failed epoxy (bottom). Results showed that the failed epoxy has a large cluster of Benzene compounds (y-axis) at approximately the 9-minute mark on the retention timeline (x-axis)—which is something that wasn’t seen in the reference epoxy'.
NOSY NEIGHBORS AND THE GANG have DIAGNOSTIC EQUIPMENT to include LASERS/CAMERAS/MICROPHONES -----AND COMPUTER WITH SOFTWARE. These computers collect that 24/7 video PORN------and send it to DARK WEB---or sells it to BARBER SURGEONS tied to ILLEGAL MEDICAL STUDIES----as I was shanghai participant.
I have discussed the capture of image and voice by illegal surveillance---I have discussed criminal body/brain implants which are sold to BARBER SURGEONS doing illegal research -----research having NO BASIC SCIENCE.
A COCHLEAR IMPLANT captures sounds exterior and from an individual. I walk and public surveillance says WE OWN HER---SHE WORKS FOR US------when I don't ----that enters the COCHLEAR IMPLANT sound feed ----which likely has memory as it goes to my BRAIN.
I say while writing my blog-----THOSE DASTARDLY NOSY NEIGHBORS --or THOSE DASTARDLY POLITICAL MACHINES and that goes into the COCHLEAR IMPLANT to memory and into my BRAIN.
THESE ARE THE FEEDBACK I HEAR CONSTANTLY ESPECIALLY LAST YEAR DURING PSYCHO-SEXUAL TORTURE.
How to Read an EEG
Join our mailing list to stay to date about programs, events, and news about epilepsy.
This section gives a brief introduction to how EEG electrodes are set up, what they mean and what the doctors can learn from reading an EEG.
How are the electrodes arranged?
An EEG technicial places the electrodes in specific areas, according to internationally agreed-upon criteria.
- To find where to put the electrodes, first the technician marks four points on your head - the nasion (indentation between the forehead and the nose), the inion (ridge that can be felt in the middle of the back of the skull, over the occipital area), and the preauricular points on both sides of the head (indentations above the outer part of the ear openings).
- The electrode are then placed in many areas on the head, at specific locations and distances from these landmarks or points listed above.
- Sometimes other electrodes (sphenoidal and suboccipital, for instance) are placed to increase the chance of recording EEG waves from areas that may be too small or too deep to be recorded by the usual electrodes.
- Often an electrode is placed on the chest to record the EKG (electrocardiogram) which is a a record of the heartbeat.
What do the letters and numbers mean?
Image: EEG of a generalized seizure
The names of the electrode sites use alphabetical abbreviations that identify the lobe or area of the brain which each electrode records from:
- F = frontal
- Fp = frontopolar
- T = temporal
- C = central
- P = parietal
- O = occipital
- A = auricular (ear electrode)
How are the electrodes related to each other?
The EEG records brain waves using equipment called amplifiers and by looking at the information from the electrodes in different combinations. These combinations of electrodes are called 'montages'.
- In bipolar montages, consecutive pairs of electrodes are linked by connecting the electrode input 2 of one channel to input 1 of the subsequent channel, so that adjacent channels have one electrode in common. The bipolar chains of electrodes may be connected going from front to back (longitudinal) or from left to right (transverse).
- Another type of montage is the referential montage. In this type, various electrodes are connected to input 1 of each amplifier and a reference electrode is connected to input 2 of each amplifier. Ideally, inactive electrodes (ones that are uninvolved in the electrical field being studied) are chosen as references.
What does the doctor learn from looking at the EEG?
Being able to locate the origin of electrical activity ("localization") is critical to being able to interpret the EEG tracings meaningfully.
- Localizing normal or abnormal brain waves in bipolar montages is usually accomplished by identifying "phase reversal," a deflection of the two channels within a chain pointing to opposite directions.
- In a referential montage, all channels may show deflections or movements in the same direction. If the electrical activity at the active electrodes is positive when compared to the activity at the reference electrode, the deflection will be downward. Electrodes where the electrical activity is the same as at the reference electrode will not show any deflection. In general, the electrode with the largest upward deflection represents the maximum negative activity in a referential montage.
__________________________________________
I have made clear all last year how SUBLIMINAL MESSAGING through COCHLEAR IMPLANTS is the major operation effecting BODY/BRAIN IMPLANTS. The messaging gets VICTIMS to think those thoughts are THEIR THOUGHTS and not NOSY NEIGHBORS---HOSTING SERVER NOSY NEIGHBORS. This has been happening for a year. I understand the process VERY WELL.
NOSY NEIGHBORS AND THE GANG gave up frontal assault when I did not FAIL-----COLLAPSE INTO FEAR, INTIMIDATION---AND DEPRESSION from these PSYCHO-SEXUAL visual and audio spy equipment inside my living space.
SHE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO DID NOT FLEE----DID NOT BECOME CONTROLLED BY THIS PSYCHO-SEXUAL TORTURE SAID NOSY NEIGHBORS LAST YEAR.
Flash forward to last night when NOSY NEIGHBORS AND THE GANG again started the PSYCHO-SEXUAL TORTURE----not so much SEXUAL because I am HIDING MY STUFF.
When I am OUT AND ABOUT------whether working---or walking---or going to an event I HEAR NO FEEDBACK accept what I hear in PUBLIC SURVEILLANCE. In other words ---THERE IS NO CONSTANT STREAMING AND REPEATING OF THE SAME FEW WORDS/PHRASES.
When I get home NOSY NEIGHBORS AND THE GANG are there to create these FEEDBACK---so, I try to listen to music ---I try to read---I go to bed ---and all I hear are those SAME FEW REPEATED COCHLEAR MESSAGING CAPTURES------SHORT WORDS---PHRASES said by me or THE NETWORK.
Never do these FEEDBACK contain words and phrases from MY HOBBIES----FROM MY READING---FROM MY STUDIES OF SCIENCE---they always are FEEDBACK from what I say in my blog----or what I hear in PUBLIC SURVEILLANCE.
If this was my NATURAL HEARING----and my mind remembering all that hearing-----I would be recycling the THINKING THAT I LOVE-------THE SCIENCE---THE MUSIC-----THE ART---------THE READING that I do everyday-----and YET not one of those memories are cycling through these FEEDBACK. ONLY THE SAME FEW WORDS---PHRASES which I think have been given an ALGORITHM-----while everything else has no algorithm.
NOSY NEIGHBORS SAY=========SHE IS THINKING UP A STORM TONIGHT LOTS AND LOTS OF THOUGHTS---WE ARE READING HER MIND.
So, I am back to PSYCHO-SEXUAL TORTURE where my attention to FEEDBACK from NOSY NEIGHBORS consumes my time----because I am trying to figure out WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON WITH ALL THIS CAMERA AND MICROPHONE ILLEGAL SURVEILLANCE----SPYING.
While feeding tons of FEEDBACK thoughts through COCHLEAR IMPLANTS with the intention of keeping me awake all night with TAG-TEAM NOSY NEIGHBOR----they are LAUGHING AND MAKING FUN of controlling MY BRAIN------we control her---we own her------she can't even THINK without us knowing what she is THINKING----
WE CAN READ HER MIND.
NOSY NEIGHBORS PLACE EMPHASIS ON SCARING ME-----SHE ISN'T SCARED LIKE ALL THE OTHERS-----WHY IS SHE NOT SCARED?
I'm not scared because I KNOW NOSY NEIGHBORS are NOT READING MY MIND.
These are two examples of what NOSY NEIGHBORS do to make people think they are reading the minds of VICTIMS:
During the continuous cycle of FEEDBACK while in bed trying sleep but unable because too many messages were hitting my brain-----NOSY NEIGHBORS say--------
SHE REPEATED SOMETHING WE SAID---WE DID SAY IT---SHE DID HEAR US---BUT HER WORDING WAS NOT EXACTLY THE SAME.
Instead of repeating the exact NETWORK conversation I used a few words that said same thing. Think of that EEG----or that CHROMATOGRAPHY peak where what NOSY NEIGHBORS SAID and what I put into words just a bit differently might look-----it would appear as a smaller-----peak or wave distinct but EXTREMELY CLOSE to the PEAK/WAVE algorithm for phrase said.
I AM SITTING ON A STONE BY THE RIVER VS I AM LOOKING FOR SOMEWHERE TO SIT BY THE RIVER.
The main PEAK/WAVE would spike for the first phrase-----the second phrase would be extremely near and smaller---as it is not programmed to be the major algorithm.
NOSY NEIGHBORS SAY------THAT IS PROOF WE ARE READING HER MIND------SHE CAN'T SAY THAT THOUGHT CAME FROM A RECORDING---IT WAS HER THOUGHT----AND YET------THEY ARE SIMPLY LOOKING AT THAT ALGORITHM.
Then NOSY NEIGHBORS START TO LAUGH AT ME AND MY SITUATION-------HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.
If return the thought with HA HA HA HA HA ----and it looks just like what they SAID----IN MY COCHLEAR IMPLANT.
Finally, after a hour or so of constant FEEDBACK and hearing NOSY NEIGHBORS talking in FEEDBACK I am ready to GO TO SLEEP.
One thing I have found which works in interrupting these FEEDBACK LOOPS done by NOSY NEIGHBORS to SCARE PEOPLE----TO INTIMIDATE---TO KEEP PEOPLE FROM BEING ABLE TO CONCENTRATE WITH THEIR OWN THOUGHTS---OR TO SLEEP AS THIS CASE INCLUDES----
When I repeat a word or short phrase over and over and over and over again------that COCHLEAR FEEDBACK cannot overtake my REAL THINKING------
THAT REPEATED CHANT BLOCKS NOSY NEIGHBORS AND THE FEEDBACK LOOP DISAPPEARS.
NOSY NEIGHBORS say-----she has GIVEN UP-----when the VICTIMS start repeating thoughts ---they know we are READING THEIR MINDS------which is FALSE---FAKE DATA.
REPEATING WORDS OR PHRASE BLOCKS FEEDBACK ENABLING VICTIM TO CONTROL THOUGHTS-----CHANTING IS RELAXING----GETS RID OF MESSAGING FEEDBACK.
'Soviet files reveal the account she submitted to the prosecutor general in 1954:
"For three and a half months … I wasn't allowed to sleep. I was driven to the point of madness … Having been made sick … the investigator 'consoled me': 'Don't worry, you'll be screaming even louder when you feel this truncheon down there!'…"'
We call this DEEP DEEP REALLY DEEP STATE---STANFORD TOTAL PRISON MODEL-------because it creates a very fascist capture of people deemed no longer citizens ---having rights------with a global banking 1% thinking they can do anything to people-----this is STALINIST MARXISM-----and I am feeling very much like LINA PROKOFIEV. In that case her ex-husband used secret police to her her sent to GULAG ----for SPYING.
WHEN PEOPLE SAY---WE ARE READING YOUR MIND AND YOU ARE THINKING TO HARM PEOPLE/PROPERTY-----YOU ARE LISTENING AND SPYING------THIS IS TO WHERE IT LEADS.
Letters and secret files reveal the tormented life of Lina Prokofiev
This article is more than 6 years old
New book on Soviet composer's family will show how his wife was abandoned, tortured by Stalin's police and sent to the gulag
Dalya Alberge
Sat 9 Mar 2013 19.04 EST First published on Sat 9 Mar 2013 19.04 EST
Lina Prokofiev in Moscow in 1936 with her sons Oleg, centre, and Svyatoslav. Photograph: The Prokofiev Estate
She endured an abusive husband who likened her to "an infected tooth", and torture by Stalin's secret police, who stuck needles in her, threatened her children and drove her to the brink of madness. The tragic life of the wife of Sergei Prokofiev, one of the 20th century's greatest composers, is now revealed in hundreds of previously unpublished letters, as well as secret Soviet files.
The cruelty suffered by Lina Prokofiev at home paled against her later torture, but she never stopped loving her husband – even when he abandoned her for another woman – and she never spoke publicly of her suffering during eight years in a Siberian prison camp.
Prokofiev (1891-1953) is the composer of masterpieces such as the opera War and Peace, the ballet Romeo and Juliet and the children's fable, Peter and the Wolf. But when Simon Morrison, a British-born music professor at Princeton University and president of the Prokofiev Foundation, was given access to the unpublished documents by Prokofiev's family for a new book, he was shocked by their contents. They revealed "a real indictment of his personality", he told the Observer. "I have a moral question. Prokofiev's music is some of the most emotional of the 20th century, but he was a person of very little feeling. As a biographer, you have responsibilities. As a listener, I don't think I can listen to the music the same way again. It is a harrowing story." Letters from Lina to her children from the gulag are equally poignant, he added.
The 600 letters – whose contents are to be published on 21 March by Harvill Secker in The Love and Wars of Lina Prokofiev – were made available to Morrison by Prokofiev's older son, Svyatoslav, whose "dying wish was for his mother's story to be told in unvarnished guise".
Morrison said that Svyatoslav told him: "My mother always wanted to have her story told and she never herself could do it." Morrison added: "He gave me permission to look at intimate letters that had never been seen." They reveal a heartbreaking story of doomed love. In various passages, Prokofiev accused Lina of "bat grabbing" his hair and rarely displaying "acts of love". He criticised her for being manipulative, and wrote of his feelings for another woman: "It's only now that I recognise the barrenness of my life, excluding my work." With brutal bluntness, he told Lina that, when she kissed him, he felt like an adulterer, betraying his real love.
Until now, the correspondence was sealed in the Russian State Archive. Morrison said: "Nobody got to see it. It literally says 'categorically forbidden' because of its intimate nature. The family didn't want people going in there because they recognised that one could write a devastating indictment of the composer and what he put his family through. I sent my book to the grandson. He read it and he was deeply affected by it. He didn't interfere with it at all and said 'this is just devastating'. He himself had never gone through this material."
The Prokofievs were married in 1924. Several scores, including The Fiery Angel, were inspired by her. Seventeen years later, he left her for a woman 24 years his junior, and the marriage was officially annulled in 1948. During their marriage, they wrote extensively, as his touring kept them apart. But, despite his adultery, Lina never stopped loving him, pleading in her letters for reconciliation. In one letter she protested that she was neither "a freak nor an idiot", as he made her feel. Even when she knew of his affair, she wrote: "Well, go ahead and see her. I won't object; but that doesn't mean you have to live with her."
Lina was in her Moscow apartment one night in 1948 when the telephone rang and the caller insisted that she come downstairs to collect a parcel. In the courtyard, she was arrested. Charged with espionage and treason following her attempts, through the British and French embassies, to escape from the USSR, she endured nine months of interrogation and torture, spat on and bound in painful positions. Soviet files reveal the account she submitted to the prosecutor general in 1954: "For three and a half months … I wasn't allowed to sleep. I was driven to the point of madness … Having been made sick … the investigator 'consoled me': 'Don't worry, you'll be screaming even louder when you feel this truncheon down there!'…"
Once in a camp, her two sons were able to visit her and correspond with her. Her older son kept diaries. Morrison said that the correspondence and diaries provide a "first-hand account" of the horrors of a prison camp.
Even when incarcerated, her love remained undimmed. Until her death in 1989, she continued to champion Prokofiev's music and to give the outside world the impression that theirs had been an enduring love, despite everything.
PLEASE ------IF YOU ARE AWARE OF HAVING COCHLEAR IMPLANTS AND HEARING DIRECTIONS FROM ONE PERSON OR ANOTHER------THINK TWICE ABOUT WHETHER SOMEONE IS TELLING YOU----WE ARE READING YOUR MIND-----THE SUBLIMINAL MESSAGING TIED TO THESE IMPLANTS ------CAN ACT AS THOUGH THOSE MESSAGES ARE REALLY YOUR OWN THOUGHTS-------
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